Session # 1 Date: 30-3-2021 Length: 30 minutes

Practitioner Preparation: Already at home I did an Etheric Vitality as an energetic preparation of myself. This way I can quickly put myself back into this energy in the hospital. Just before I started the interventions, I did the preparation by grounding (feet on the floor), centring (sitting up straight and connecting with the higher) and setting the intention for this patient’s highest good. Then I energetically tuned in to M.H. holding her feet while I talk to her. Assessment: Initial Intake: patient is a 56-year-old woman, executive secretary, full-time job, lives alone with a dog, no partner or children, few contacts, alone. Physical: Has had complaints in the lower back for six months. This made it difficult for her to sleep. Couldn’t lie on her back anymore. Everything tasted salty, “felt like a salt allergy”. Only craving salads. The GP has not recognized complaints and has not taken any action. Sent home with painkillers several times. She eventually asked to get a bloodtest. The blood values were alarming: immediate admission to hospital followed: diagnosis Aortic dissection, type b and, as a result, renal insufficiency: supply and drainage of kidneys have become blocked. Had surgery to place JJ catheters to aid passage from the kidneys to the bladder. Now a week after surgery still High RR 174/94 which leads to anxious nursing around her. Because of severe pain she can only sit or lie on the left side. Specialists involved: vascular surgeon, internist, and urologist. Aortic surgery is not possible now. Doctor has said, ‘We hope the body’s self-healing ability will do it for you’. Possibly ok in 3 months. Emotional: I find her sitting in the hospital bed, immediately crying when I enter. Says she cries every time someone pays attention or is nice to her. Apologizes for tears, seems ashamed of these emotions and the fragility of her situation. Is very shocked. Looks very scared and alone. Unstable. Cries the whole time while telling her story. Mental: Has a great sense of responsibility and is strict with herself, sets high standards for herself, is rational, independent. Couldn’t concentrate lately due to pain and fatigue. Overloaded, possibly extra due to the COVID situation and isolation. Is now very tense, taken by surprise by the situation, completely thrown off balance. She has started to work less and less because of pain, fatigue, and lack of concentration, up to 3 hours a day. Worked from home due to the COVID virus. Hardly saw people since March 2020 for fear of the virus. Nurses in the hospital come to take measurements but pay little attention to the person. A female friend is now the first point of contact. Care for dog is arranged with neighbours. Spiritually Seems to feel very alone and hard to rely on others. Doesn’t seem to feel connected as being part of a whole. The energetic assessment(2b): Since I am in the hospital, and during this session, twice a nurse and once a doctor come by to measure and discuss the measurements, I decide not to use the pendulum now to measure the energy of the chakras. I do a hand scan and experience a fragile, shuddering aura and a lot of energy high in the body and little energy lower in the body. I experience a lot of fear and helplessness, no hold. I feel cold and no shelter. For this case study, physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual well-being will be measured on a scale of 0 to 10, where 0 is none and 10 is the highest possible. (P) = 0 = no energy ~ 10 = a lot of energy (E): 0 = sadness/depressed/anger ~ 10 = happy/happy/happy (M) 0 = negative thoughts ~ 10 = positive thoughts (S) 0 = no contact with the higher, connection ~10 = strong spiritual connection P before: 1 E before: 2 M before: 1 S for: 1 Problem identification: Imbalance in the energy field possibly related to: A: physical pain in the back and kidney area due to aortic dissection and renal insufficiency where no surgery is possible B: Anxiety due to awareness of a life-threatening situation C: experience little care and attention for complaints, feel alone with this Mutual goals: A: relieve pain and support the body’s self-healing ability to heal wounds in the Aorta and renal passageway. B: Rest, relaxation and find more balance C: The patient wants to experience what HT can mean for her, to share concerns. Planning: I choose now not to touch her body. She feels too vulnerable, and her body doesn’t seem to be able to handle it. She is afraid of touch because of the pain in her back. I choose Healing Touch techniques with which I don’t have to touch her. I close the curtains to create more peace and concentration for the treatment. I choose: Field Repatterning, after trauma (shock of admission / acute life-threatening diagnosis) to remedy accumulation in aorta, vessels and renal region, flow: to promote supply and drainage to/from kidneys, to treat pain, stress, and anxiety. To re-pattern the energy field. Bringing rest, balance, and relaxation. Next, I do a Siphon; to drain accumulated energy in aorta, vessels, kidneys, pain, and emotions (fear and shame). I reverse the hand positions to fill the area with universal healing energy. Healing Touch Interventions: 1. Field Repatterning: After a few minutes she closes her eyes and lets me do it. After about 10 minutes I notice that she is calming down and her energy drops. She breathes less high and deeper. 2. Siphon: During this treatment, a nurse comes in a bit hastily and tensely to tell her that the doctor is coming to discuss the high blood pressure. After a few minutes, the doctor comes to discuss and suggest adjusting the medication. We pick up the thread again: I do Field Repatterning for a little while and we are together again, and I continue with the Siphon treatment. I hold my hands over the area of aorta and kidneys: to close wound (tear) Aorta and fold energy until flow is restored. 3. Field Repatterning: to close the field I use again this technic over the whole body. Energetic Re-Assessment: With hand scan the aura feels wider and calmer. It feels like she is more present in her body and energy has dropped. She breathes calmer and looks calmer. after treatment (evaluation) P: 2 E: 4 M: 3 S:4 Ground and Release: I hold her feet and tell her that this was the treatment. I turn my attention back to myself and feel my feet well and pay attention to my posture. I energetically detach myself from the patient. Evaluation: The patient says she felt a sense of calm coming over her. Says she felt herself sink down and she experiences more relaxation. Is tired after the treatment and wants to go to sleep. It occurs to me that the fact that she accepts this treatment is significant in itself; that she has connected and is not alone with her concerns. She seems more reassured and relaxed. Her body seems less tense. She has been letting go of some of her fear. Planning: The patient would like to make a follow-up appointment. She will contact me when she is home, which is expected within a few days. Reference: no reference. I asked her how she got home and whether the GP, general practitioner, was informed.

Session # 5 Date: 20-4-2021 Length: 45 minutes

Update: Physical: She still has the same back pain. She is allowed 5-8 acetaminophen and is on high blood pressure medication. Yesterday she saw the scan of the aorta in the hospital and was very hocked by it. “The life-threatening nature of the situation is becoming aware to me again in a different way.” She cries when she says this. Internist says there is a lot of inflammation in the body. She gets Prednisone. Emotional: Was worried that the crying might be too much for the body. Discussed that tears soften, it’s letting go of sadness, it flows (away), softens. She is someone who presents herself rationally and she is not quick with sharing her personal story or emotions. Mentally: She has done too much and may have gotten more pain because of this. She lifted her dog, while she is absolutely not allowed to lift anything and it is dangerous because the Aorta can rupture further. It is difficult for her not to act, not to intervene. She has dreamed that she could not find her way back to work. Also dreamed of parents; that was nice. No district nurse was employed by the GP. There is no other care arranged. Spiritual: Crying in front of another seems unusual to her. Due to the situation, she can no longer do everything on her own and she opens for being treated and share emotions. In this way a connection can be created. Before treatment P: 2 E: 3 M : 3 S: 3 Practitioner preparation: I prepare by grounding (feet on the ground), centering (sitting up straight and connecting with the higher) and setting the intention for this patient’s highest good. Then I energetically tune in to patient by holding her feet and telling her I’m going to work around her body. The energetic assessment: I use the pendulum to see how the Chakra’s are energetically. 1: <- > 2: <-> 3: I 4: <-> 5: 0 6: 0 7: 0 I also use the pendulum for the area of the aorta and kidneys and their passage. Before treatment, the area of the aorta does not display energy; pendulum is still. Kidneys: Both Open. I do a hand scan: the field feels narrow around the body and a bit shaky. It’s tight around the feet. I experience that she gives herself little space to feel how her body is doing and how she is doing. before treatment: P: 2 E: 3 M: 3 S: 3 Problem identification: Imbalance in the energy field possibly related to: – a physical pain in the back and kidney area due to aortic dissection and renal insufficiency where no surgery is possible – b Anxiety due to awareness of a life-threatening situation – c little care and attention for herself concerning complaints, self-care, relaxation Mutual goals: A: relieve pain and support the body’s self-healing ability to heal wounds in the Aorta and renal passageway. B: Rest, relaxation and find more balance C: The patient experiences what HT can mean for her and how to share concerns. Planning: We have agreed to see each other every two weeks for a treatment at home. I Treat her on her sofa bed in the living room, always lying on her right side. She cannot lie on her back, sit for a long time or lie on her left side. If I can’t place my hands quite right, I work with my intention. I still choose not to touch her body. She feels too vulnerable, is not used to it and she is afraid of even more pain. I choose these Healing Touch techniques with which I don’t have to touch her. The dog is in the hallway and occasionally barks because he wants to join. I choose: Field Repatterning, all over the body, due to trauma (shock of admission / acute life-threatening diagnosis), to remedy accumulation in aorta, vessels and renal region, flow: to promote supply and drainage to/from kidneys, pain, treat stress and anxiety. To give energy field a new pattern. Bringing rest and relaxation. Then I do Wound Care: field repatterning over the area of aorta and kidneys, Beak Finger Laser in lemniscate form to stitch the separated energy walls of the ruptured Aortic wound and seal again with Field Repatterning until the area feels smooth. Healing Touch intervention: 1. Field Repatterning: She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath. She lets me do it. After about 10 minutes I notice that she is calming down and her energy drops. She breathes less high and calmer. 2. Wound care; during field repatterning over the area of aorta and kidneys I feel tingling in my fingers, I work until I don’t feel it anymore and the area feels smooth. Then I do Beak Finger Laser until the field feels calmer and smoother. I hold my hands over the area of aorta and kidneys: to close wound (tear) Aorta and fold energy until flow is restored. 3. Field Repatterning: to close the field I use again this technic over the whole body. Energetic Re-Assessment: With hand scan the aura feels wider and calmer. It feels like she is more present in her body and her energy has dropped. She is breathing calmer and has fallen asleep. Pendulum: All chakras are open, also area of Aorta is open now. after treatment (evaluation) P: 4 E: 5 M: 5 S:5 Ground and Release: I let her sleep peacefully and not hold her again to ground. I step out of the circle and energetically detach myself from the patient. I ground myself and thank spirit. I breathe deeply and feel my body, in my mind I say goodbye and wish her all the best. Evaluation: Patient on WhatsApp later; “The treatment and wise words have done good to me again.” She felt the energy flowing in her legs and it feels good that she is standing still with herself. She cannot do this by herself, she says. The treatment is a moment of relaxation. Felt very tired after the treatment. Thinks herself that the fatigue is coming out now because she gives in to it. She can relax during the treatment and release tension in her body. The fear of pain lets go a bit and she can let go of her thoughts for a while during the treatment. Planning: Fortnightly Monday and Thursday at 11 am. Reference: I took the book of Tolle: ‘The power of now’ with me for her. We have discussed she can call in a physiotherapist or domestic help through the GP and also call-in friends / acquaintances and ask for help. Advice: no heavy housework (appoint what that is), take rest, time for recovery, attention to the body: how does it feel, how do I feel in the present moment?

Session # 7 Date: 26-4-2021 Length: 45 minutes

Update: Physical: She still has the same back pain. Had conversation with internist by telephone: She has been taking Prednisone for two weeks. She has gained weight and her face is plumper. She has an appetite all day long. She gives in to this and eats healthy things. Unfortunately, she does not sleep well because the medication causes a lot of unrest. Even a nap during the day is limited to 10 minutes. In two weeks, blood values will be checked again, and it will be checked whether the Prednisone can be reduced, it may be possible to take less Prednisone in connection with her body weight. Emotional: Enjoyed walking along the river IJssel. The worries have abated. She’s glad she’s still here. There seems to be some kind of relief. Enjoys garden, birds and what is there. Mentally: She can let go of her work completely and give her energy to herself. She can do this mentally. It is a new experience to be fully occupied with self-care, illness and recovery on a daily basis. She admits to this. She checks every day how much she can do. Signals when something has been too much, such as lifting a telephone with the left hand, and adjusts her behaviour accordingly. Tries to guard and explore boundaries and not do too much. Has car inspection on Wednesday. Arranges and does everything herself. Does not talk about visitors or help. Spiritual: Experience that she is happy that she is still here and that she lives more in the present moment. She likes me to come. before treatment: P: 3 E: 5 M: 5 S: 4 Practitioner preparation: I prepare with the Hara Alignment and let the chakras spin. Finally, I am extending my Core star. To increase energy levels and prepare healing treatment in the 5th, 6th, and 7th layers. Because of this I am grounded and centered. I tune in to the highest good for the patient. I hold the Solar Plexus points on my client’s feet. Energetic assessment: I use the pendulum to investigate the energy in the chakras: 1: Still 2: <-> 3: Still 4: Still 5: 0 6: 0 7: 0 I also use the pendulum for the area of the aorta and kidneys and their passage. Before treatment, the area of the aorta does not reflect energy; pendulum still. Kidneys: both still. I do a hand scan: the field feels wider around the body than last time, but a bit out of balance, busy, full. It’s tight around the feet. Problem identification: Imbalance in the energy field possibly related to: -a physical pain in the back and kidney area due to aortic dissection and renal insufficiency where no surgery is possible – b restlessness due to Prednisone use – c takes little rest and time for relaxation Mutual goals: – a relieve pain and support the body’s self-healing ability to heal wounds in the Aorta and the renal passageway. – b find rest, relaxation, and more balance c Experience through HT what relaxation can mean for her. Planning: The lower chakras were partially open for the first time, so I felt it was possible to work at higher levels. Previous treatments focused on fear reduction, grounding, finding more balance and thus more confidence and security in herself. Now there is more peace, and she has recovered from the shock and she is learning to live with the uncertain situation that is literally life-threatening. Healing Touch interventions: 1. Chelation To provide balance, energy and cleansing in the first four levels of the biofield, raise the patient’s energy vibration to allow treatment in 5th, 6th and 7th levels of the energy field. 2. Field Repatterning on the Field of the Aorta and Kidneys. 3. Beak Finger Laser: in lemniscate form to bond the separated energy walls of the ruptured Aortic wound and bring peace and balance to the renal region. 4. Hand Cupping (with two hands) To fill the area with energy over the area of the Aorta and the kidneys. Pendulum: All chakras open, also Aorta area is now open and also the kidneys. 5. Celestial Body to leave the work to guides for efficient healing, cleansing and restoration. 6. Ketheric Template Body To allow the hands of the guides to work through the healer to cleanse and restructure the biofield. Energetic Re-Assessment: With hand scan, the aura feels spacious and calm. It feels as if she is deeply present in her body and soul. She is breathing calmly and has fallen asleep. after treatment (evaluation) P: 6 E: 7 M: 7 S:7 Ground and Release: I let her sleep peacefully. I step out of the circle and energetically detach myself from the patient and guides and ask guides to stay with her. I ground myself, center myself and give thanks for this work. I take a deep breath and in mind I say goodbye and wish the patient all the best. Evaluation: Later patient says she has experienced the treatment as different. For the first time in a long time, she had no pain after this treatment. She has also experienced a deep relaxation. She says: ‘it feels good and beneficial’. I notice that she can relax during the treatment, and she falls asleep halfway through. I experience as if change is now also possible on a soul level. Schedule: From now on every Thursday at 11 am. Reference: Sent body scan voiced by Robert Bridgeman (YouTube) as daily self-care. For relaxation and meditation, I advised painting with Watercolours.

Final Summary: Final evaluation A : The physical pain in the back still resists. Still, she only can lay down on her right side. She asked different times at the doctors for a physical reason, but they didn’t give her a plausible answer. Recently she decided to ‘live with the pain’. The renal passageway gave a lot of trouble with the J catheters. Since they are replaced by smaller once’s, appropriate for her size, the area is recovering, and passages seem good; bleeding stopped, and energy feels streaming. B: Initially she was very fearful, anxious, and stressed. Happily, she was able to leave hospital soon, as her own house seems the best save place for her to be. Al the times she has was in contact with specialists she got nerved and stressed. At home she quickly became more relaxed and was soon able to release her work and focus on daily life. She was very busy with finding out borders of what she was able to do. She starts to enjoy little normal things as beautiful and wonders, as if life became more a wonder to her and every day of life was one, she was in. I saw her happy with this despite pain and discomfort. Also, by seeing her twice a week and after a while once, we created a bond, she gave me trust and started sharing, which seemed a new concept for the independent woman she used to be. I feel she made great steps in changing life paradigm.

Discharge planning: Energetically it feels that the Aorta wound is healing slowly but leaving scar tissue, which may cause the pain. I started working on basic levels. When she got her feet on the ground, was used to me, able to trust and not so scared anymore, I started to give advanced Healer treatments. We will continue doing so, hoping work on other levels will help the pain slowly to leave, and give healing on all levels for also emotional and mental there seems some work to be done. Also I will be keeping special attention to the kidneys, stream and give suggestions for selfcare actions for relaxation. Referrals: to let GP come to her house, a physiotherapist or domestic help. She didn’t do this, she wanted not many people in the house because of COVID19. Calling-in friends / acquaintances and ask for help, she does only when there is no other possibility. She couldn’t read the book by Tolle, because of concentration problems due to Prednisone, but has started painting with watercolours. Also, she does a body scan with the link I send her. She enjoys walking and just bought an electrical bike so her borders for going outside widen. Patient stays under control of vascular specialist and internist.

Heleen Nijenhuis